A conversation with God

yeah I am God....
it is hard to believe but I really am God...
I am not anymore omniscient omnipresent and omnipotent....
this is an old definition...
I have become old ...
lost my all powers...
yeah I know..it is hard to believe... but it is true...
I have become weak.. like a normal human being...
but it is wrong that I am stone hearted ...
this is why I am here to prove that I am not stone hearted...
he questioned me that why do Not you do anything when you see everything...
when you see people raping people .. killing each other..and all other such bad things...
I know these are the mostly asked questions to me...
and you know what...
I actually can't do anything... I have no powers ...
yeah I too feel the same pain as you do about all these incidents...
sometimes I get depressed to much so I try to kill myself... but I don't die..
I can't die..
and this is my fucking destiny...
I cry harder than anyone else in the world ..
but nobody can listen me...
sometimes I think that there should be another upper level gods over me to help me... but there are not...
I am alone ... like I always was ...
but now It is becoming harder to be God.....
the evil human becomes the weaker I become...
the powers that humans get are the powers that I lost ...
I left some of my books to help them...
but I think nowadays even they are not helpful...
but I am not stone hearted.....
sometimes I help one or two people I find them with good hearts ....
but I can't help you all.......
I have become just a person who stand and see ...
but do not help...
yeah I know it is sad to accept and to understand...
there are some good person in the world and only they can help some people...
you need to find them ..
if you cannot find a good one please be a good one....
for the sake of myself..
be a good person...
humanity is at the edge of its end .....
but I believe that people like you will save it ....
I know it sucks being god ...
but what can I do....
I can't prevent those people who are misleading you in the name of myself ...
but you have to make a decision as per your understanding... with whom you are going to stand for.....
I know I am letting you down...
by making you know the real version of myself...
but it is good for you so that you could make yourself stronger and do not depend on me anymore.....
this time when you are reading this... maybe I would be crying in a corner somewhere...
but later I would glad to see that you are helping yourself........
there are no more words to say....
but please do not call me stone hearted again...
it hurts really hurts....

    -your God .